Today is the day before I conclude my first week, fourth term in Mapua. It was not much... not that I could remember. But anyway, I feel kind of satisfied.

First thing, our Fil10 professor, well everyone said she's a 'terror' professor, was actually just like Mrs. Pantoja, our English professor back in first term. I guess people based their judgment loosely on the fact that she's a strict professor and hell am I prepared for that. My History teachers in high school were more than enough to get myself ready for terrors.

I guess what's terrorizing me more is Talumpati. *grins*

My majors are hell. I mean that in every negative aspect possible. In one of our major subjects, we're utilizing a software called Adobe Illustrator. I'm telling you right now that I'm having a hard time coping with it. I'm more than familiar with Photoshop, which is another Adobe software, and I'm not good at it. Not to mention the new interface of MAC and the versions (CS3 and CS4).

So I came up with this decision. Fail one major and I'm going another place. When I say place I say course/program.

My mom talked to my brother about the stuff I'm going to need in my years as I continue to take up BS MAS in Mapua. He said in a joking tone, "Lipat ka na ng EE, haha". The truth was, I have been planning to shift since second term. My classmates were a gazillion times better than me. They had the advantages in every facet. Most of them have experienced using tablets and they have deviantart accounts. And now the Adobe software. Fvkc.

I don't know, but...
I really don't know.

Still there, holding confusion.